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I studied in BalestierHillSecondarySchool.
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Thursday, May 15, 2008!
HandWritten on; 7:49 PM
I miss you. I miss your smile. And I still shed a tear every once in a while.
Sigh, It seems tonight is going to one of those kinda nights.
Feeling extremely 'emo-ish'. I know the reason why but I wish it wasn't so.
You've been lingering in my heart for a long, long time and I pray that the feeling will go away but it gets stronger each day. Sigh.
There's this one naive wish I hold in my heart and there's this silly thing called faith, that allows me to cling onto the hope that may be.... A miracle may happen and my wish would come true.
Jessie Lam you should really just smack yourself, cause deep down, you know that would never, ever happen. sigh.I always try to catch a glance at you everyday, cause I know that's what keeps me going. I miss your touch, I miss it when you used to gaze into my eyes and made me feel like I was the only one in the room, I miss the comforting hugs that you gave me, I miss your smile, I miss it when we used to argue about the silliest things, I miss talking to you over the phone, I miss everything about you.
Someone should just shoot me. Sigh.
Trying to rewind time is so cliche, but I wish I could.
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok. But that's not what gets me.Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go, but I'm doing it.What hurts the most, was being so close, and having so much to say and watching you walk away.Man I can't believe how much it still hurts up till now.
Your face appears in my mind like every 5 minutes and then my heart responses by aching till e extent I just feel like ripping it out.
Daaaaaaamnit.
Guess today's the most emotional day in the first 5 months of 2008.
Shoot me.
what i wouldn't give to make my wish come true. sigh.