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Saturday, September 30, 2006!
HandWritten on; 12:17 AM

BLAHS.
today just finished english paper 1.
not as hard as i thought it would be.
thank goodness.
phhhew.
well, monday's chinese paper 1.
not so stressed out about that since we have our dictionary with us.
the THING that im totally stressing out is HISTORY.
blehs.
my brain doesnt seem to be absorbing anything.
blahs.
can DIE.

ANWS. yesterday i had no idea why i was stressing myself over eng.
wtf.
i was screaming in the room. bloody hell.
oh well, lucky there was MUMMY, hips and chu rong!
lols. yes chu rong. haha. well, i was trying to de-stress him then i finally de-stressed myself.
interesting way eh? TY CHU RONG. heehs.
anw. i know you can do it de la chu rong. JIA YOU. =))
after eng paper 1, it was on to cme.
WHAahaha. 58/80. en hui was like; YOUR LYING. LIAR!!!
LOLS.
well, who wont be?
hahaha..

after school went to ns ljs with nia, en and kristi
then my sweetie victoriaa texted me.
awww sweetie.
things will be alright.
IMA HERE. (=
& stop thinking so much.
hahas.

blahs.
ima on the phone with a person that is talking to me in msn
LOLS.
wtf.
we're LAME-Os.
capital L to the O
lols.
ohhhh well,
no energy to talk.
blehhss.

&&&. somethng random that i wnar say lahs.
even if your in love; friends are your GOLD, your TREASURE, your everythg.
without 'em, well, steads come and go, friends are ALWAYS there for you.
so, dont let 'em down k?
when you have problems, go to your friends.
or mummy or daddy.
haha, they provide the best advices.
[and the best hugs i could ever wish for. c;]

wow. im feelg emo now so..
FRIENDS.
I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH.
ty.

anws, gotta go now.
its like 12.35am
mummy nagging.
blahs.
and medication time calls.
BYE people.
i love you guys man.

Monday, September 25, 2006!
HandWritten on; 6:08 PM

WELL.
im like sick.
freakos.
lols. flu and cough.
and MY lungs aint doing so well.
like gotta slight asthma.
and i cant eat or drink anything cold for like THREE WEEKS.
and i cant exercise for like TWO WEEKS.
ALRIGHT.
thats like so freaking unfair.
blehs...
now can only see my friends drink the cold water.
lalalas. damm.
LOLS.
SOooo tempted to drink larhs.
hais.

ANWS.
exams are like gonna start THIS WEEK.
i think this should be my last entry.
maybe bahs.
oh well, im currently stressed out.
dont even know i want to go 3e1 anymore.
cause it seems like its so stressful.
i dont think i can cope well under so much stress.
HAIS.
siao liao lahs. blehs.
i scared if go 3e1.
then its like. im at the bottom.
well. me no like that lahs.
HAIS.
oh welll, now just have to see if my results are good or not bahs.
JUST finished oral today.
& thanks god the maths test ive been studying for i PASSED.
PHEEEw.
lols.
hais. dont know what to do.
my mind is in a BLUR.

ANW.
gotta go study nows.
BLAHS.
meow.
lol
tc ppl.
g0od luck for your exams.
JIA YOU JIA YOU!

*you've got the best of both worlds*

Saturday, September 23, 2006!
HandWritten on; 12:12 AM

~get out. right now. its the end of you and me~~

alright.
im going crazy under all the stress.
today i just had a MAJOR headache due to overstressing over maths test.
arghs.
seriously im superbly afraid that i cant pass my exams.
fabian says im being the paranoid self that i am
LOLS.
well i do agree. lols.
i stressed till i had a headache?
since yesterday night till this morning.
&& !! i was going to be LATE for assembly LAHS.
then i like ran up.
LOLS. i looked so retarded. =/
ok whatever. xd
my daddy really hates that uncle that closes the gate.
LOLS. he scolded the f word once. whehehe. x[
but not to that uncle face lahs.

hais.
damm over stressed about studies.
everyone seems to be improving so drastically.
while im like stuck in the same place.
i feel like darn useless already lahs.
SIGHS.
dont want to disappoint my parents.
they dont give me any stress.
but im giving myself HELL loads of stress.
hais. im like getting superbly over competitive. fuck lahs.
dont know whats happening to me.
dont really want to understand either.
oh wells.

next week is gonna be the start of the exams.
eng paper 1.
have to score.
=/
oh mans.
lols.
ahhhhhhs.
so many tests this week. almost killed myself doing those.
then theres still art.
fuck. art is stressful.
lols.
esp for the exams.
blehs blehs blehs.
the topics; 1. musical instruments. 2. recycled items. 3. interior design which includes the 2 point perspective.
WTH.
HAIIIIIIIIS.
i feel like screaming so badly.
BLEHS.

UBER STRESS.
wheres kiffy when i need kiffy
LOLS.
oh well.
they just finished prelims.
let him relax for at least a day bahs.
=)
kiffy wiffy im cheering for you.
wheeees.
and all the other graduating classes too.
jia you jia you.
cx

and us.
streaming.
blehs. 3e1.
so many people aiming.
siao.
highly doubt i even have the slightest chacne.
OH WELL.

im tired. beat. stressed out.
nothing could get worse.
hopefully.

bye peepo.

theres no difference between the teardrops and the rain.

Friday, September 15, 2006!
HandWritten on; 10:14 PM

OH WELLS.
long time nevr update.
since ive been busy with homework pratically everynight.
actually i still have art to do.
but.
heck.
im tired.
lols.
& whats more that art needs alot of time. hais.
WHICH. im totally lacking of.
damm~
hais. exams are like in TWO WEEKs..
countdown to my death date.
hais. i dont even know what i want now. =/
3e1 ? damm i think i'd be stressed to death or something.
caught up with cassandra, that sweetie xd, today at the bus stop after c.o.
lols~ she just missed 851. haha.
talked about studies.
WELL. shes doing really well in 3e1.
but their physics teacher, SADLY & TRAGICALLY, is mr romzee.
lols.
HES...damm stupid la.
not cause of his teaching.
CAUSE..
ytd.
he dropped his hp out of his pocket.
then my friend said; EH CHER, WAH. THAT LOOKS LIKE MY HP.
then mr romzee was like; im gonna confiscate this phone.
LOL. WTF. hahahaha.
he is so .. DIAOS. haiyorhs.
omg.
now chatting with VIC.FABIAN.DARREN&&EDMUND.
lols. siao liao
LOL
wah seh.
chat with them.
my capacity of highness from 1oo%
TO.
zero.
hahahaa.
seriously. chatting with those HIGH people eats up alot of my energy.
and i didnt actually had alot of energry to start with . LOL.
oh well.
lols.

HMMS. damm. im so darn tired. lol. dont feel like bloggin anymore lahs
lol. alot of things to blog.
WELLS.
i think i put up a few links for you guys to watch if your bored.
click http://wwwttp.youtube.com/watch?v=2X-1aaGf0sw for SILENT library.
needs time to load though.
click http://youtube.com/watch?v=apT9d22CmS4 for the CUTEST PANDA EVER.
whees.
im damm tired now lahs.
lols. sians.

well at least tmr im seeing him.
blahs.
man . my back is killing me.
ALRIGHTY.
TIME TO STOP.
BYE PEEPS.

im tellg ya to loosen up my buttons babe.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006!
HandWritten on; 11:05 PM

WHEEs.
alrighty im so high now.. hahas.
YTD. hmph.
that stupid msn sot sot. =/
i thought it was my computer's fault!
damm you lar msn. went crazy. =x
huahahas.
well, yesterday. was the first day of school of term 4 !
blehs.
it was NICE.
since the first day of school. CAN LAUGH LAUGH LIKE CRAZY. xD
ESP the boys from 2e1. CRAZY people~
that safety. lols. once he laugh... ITS SO CONTAGIOUS. xd

OH WELL. then that kania.. early morning tell me about TIGER AIRLINES. LOL. WTF.
make me laugh non-stop during national athem. MY GOD. lols.
hahas. at least its a good start.
blehs.
then co, CHATTED WITH SWEETIE VICTORIA. xDD
we'll,
my sweethart. at least your happy now. =) thnk goodness you didnt wait in vain larhs. cx ily!
lalaala.

HMMS. today.
went to HISTORICAL PLACES in singapore.
like.. kent ridge park or smth?
then bukit chandan..
then LABOURDOUR park
LOLS. dont even know thats the correct spelling. LOLS.
but we had TONS of fun crapping there.
LOL. i made en hui laugh till she had a headache. WHOOPS. xD
hahas. there was one part. the tour guide said; come closer~ dont be shy
HAAH. then i went straight up to his face and smile at him
LOLS.
EN HUI WAS LUFFING LIKE CRAZY . XD
ok i admit we were extremely HIGH. WHEEES.
but then go back school.. NO MORE energy.
lols. until kristi en nia and me went to pasta at U.S.
and we crap super alot.
damm it was fun.
laaaas.

ok..
NOW CRAPPING WITH THAT FABIAN AGAIN.
LOLS.
im laughing with all my ten toes.
LOLS.
see them wriggling. hahaha. ok im mad xD
heeehs.
OH OH OH
YEA.
I FORGOT.

KENNY. YOU LOOK SO CUTE WITH BRACES.
ADORABLE!
ALTHOUGH YOU KEEP TICKLING ME TODAY.LOL.

heehs ok job done.
lols. whhheeeees.
kenny really looks cute with his braces.
lalala.

hmmms. exams are DAMM around the corner.
beginning to feel the heat.
damm.
oh well, needa go sleep lerhs.
mums like naggin so MUCH.
blarhs.
ALRIGHTY.
nights peeps.
xD

when worst comes to worst my girls come first.xD

p.s.lrj.plsgoseethedoc.PLS.=c.

Sunday, September 10, 2006!
HandWritten on; 9:17 PM

WOW.
time flies. real quick.
it feels like yesterday which the holidays started.
and today's sunday already ? =c sadness.
hais. go back school. need to chiong studies. SIGHS.
damm. hais. well, at least our dnt project is almost done.
tomorrow go school complete can lerhs.
HOPEFULLY. =/
hahas.
NOW CHATTING TO FABIAN AND WEN WEI IN MSN.
lols.
im laughing my ass off.
HAHAS.
alright we`re crapping so much. hahas.
crazy FABIAN AND WEN WEI.
xD

now wei wei offline. hahas.
left me and fabian.
blarhs.

TOMORROWS SCHOOL.
well. the only good thing about it that i can see all my sweetharts.
ooh.
and its david's and yun loong's BIRTHDAY TMR.
lols.
well. i dont think i can wish them tmr in my blog. so

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY DAVID AND YUN LOONG.

lols. alright im insane.
yea i KNOW. blarhs.
haaaaaaaais.
its 1o.o1pm.
and i really dont wnar sleep early tonight.
although i think im uberly tired.
yawwns.
DIDNT KNOW FABIAN YOUR A SUPERR RUNNER.
bian tai. lols. run so fast sia. =/
hmph. im jealous.
LOLS.
hmm hmm.
OH OH.
today watched; THE HOST.
with en hui and kristi.
after doing project.
went to cine . lols.
well....... its SHOCKING LAR.
the monster was superbly ugly. LOL.

OMG.
chatting with NICKY.
and hes making me laugh non stop.
see our conver;
nlcky` this endless cycle will continue... says:
jc
nlcky` this endless cycle will continue... says:
then uni
nlcky` this endless cycle will continue... says:
then work
nlcky` this endless cycle will continue... says:
then marry
nlcky` this endless cycle will continue... says:
then baby
nlcky` this endless cycle will continue... says:
then retire
nlcky` this endless cycle will continue... says:
so steady right
` demonic angel. ] /can you feel it rushing thru your hair. says:
HAHAHAA.

nicky is definately cute. xD
lalalas.

and here i go crapping with fabian again. LOLS.

no more breakfast in bed, no more iressa, no more hugs through the night, all because of me. says:
aiya i run
no more breakfast in bed, no more iressa, no more hugs through the night, all because of me. says:
cause my friend tell me to
` demonic angel. ] /can you feel it rushing thru your hair. says:
hahahaa.
no more breakfast in bed, no more iressa, no more hugs through the night, all because of me. says:
then i nth to do
no more breakfast in bed, no more iressa, no more hugs through the night, all because of me. says:
so run lor
no more breakfast in bed, no more iressa, no more hugs through the night, all because of me. says:
now chat with you
no more breakfast in bed, no more iressa, no more hugs through the night, all because of me. says:
then lazy to go get
no more breakfast in bed, no more iressa, no more hugs through the night, all because of me. says:
LOL
` demonic angel. ] /can you feel it rushing thru your hair. says:
LOL
` demonic angel. ] /can you feel it rushing thru your hair. says:
OK IM GONE.
no more breakfast in bed, no more iressa, no more hugs through the night, all because of me. says:
LOL
` demonic angel. ] /can you feel it rushing thru your hair. says:
*POOFS*
no more breakfast in bed, no more iressa, no more hugs through the night, all because of me. says:
*waves magic wand*
no more breakfast in bed, no more iressa, no more hugs through the night, all because of me. says:
LOL
` demonic angel. ] /can you feel it rushing thru your hair. says:
EH.
` demonic angel. ] /can you feel it rushing thru your hair. says:
why am i back
no more breakfast in bed, no more iressa, no more hugs through the night, all because of me. says:
LOL
` demonic angel. ] /can you feel it rushing thru your hair. says:
*POOOOOOOOFFFF*
no more breakfast in bed, no more iressa, no more hugs through the night, all because of me. says:
crap sia!
` demonic angel. ] /can you feel it rushing thru your hair. says:
hahahaa.

seriously we have nth to do. XD

ALRIGHTY.
needa make a PHONE CALL NOW.
BYE MY LOVES.
cx

Love is something special,
your heart is not a toy
But, if you want it broken give it to a boy

Thursday, September 07, 2006!
HandWritten on; 11:42 PM

alrighty. lols. its like going to be the END of the holidays.
damm, its like SO fast. lols.
HAIS.
and. my group havent even FINISH our dnt project.
we're so so dead.
we so cannot dont pass this project.
fail this, might as well fail the whole dnt. T.T
seriously. GOD. someone HELP. =c
hais.
NVMs.
now chatting with FABIAN.
lols. the... H.I.P.S. DEVIL. huahahs. x)
lalala.
now listening to; WHEN THE RAIN FALLS from the show pixel perfect.
ohh man i love that show. =c now it doesnt show on disney channel lerhs.
WELL, i think only my sweet NUER. liting will understand how amazing that show is. xp hahs.
alright. im now CRAZY about the singers ALY&AJ. if i got a picture of them i'll put it here. whees.
love them! hahas. they act well&& SING WELL. haha. hey. i aint lesbo alright.
lols. OK. then just now was chatting with my dear KIFFY WIFFY. haha. he told me that xu zheng rong, was at shaw plaza's mac.. i think.
then when he went in, xu zheng rong kept on looking at him and smiling. LOLS.
THEN. kiffy sat down, then he went to sit in front / opp [cant rmb] of kiffy,
then he kept smiling .
LOLS.
kiffy thought he was gay. omg. hahaha.
heres a dedication to my doting bro;
KIFFY WIFFY. GET OUT OF THIS SCH BY THIS YEAR.. OR ELSE!!!
muahahs.
well, im not being mean to chase him out.
as much as i wld miss him, but he needs to get out ! i dont want you to stay in here next year HOR. lols.
hahas. xD
hais.
kiffy ty so much for being there for me always. =) ty my SWEET CUTE BRO.
hahaha. i know you gotta hate that. haha. xp
anws.
OHYA.
another shout out to
FABIAN. TY FOR HELPING ME TRYING TO FIND THOSE AVATARS.
lalas. xD
alright.
needa go transfer songs here to there lerhs.
BYE PEEPO.
dont wanna be no one else,
but me.

Monday, September 04, 2006!
HandWritten on; 8:02 PM

Whee. the holidays have started. ooh lalas. =)
well, today's mon. went out with en hui in the morning to cine.
ate at pastamania.
after that walked around. took neos. then we went to catch the movie; THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA
mans. lols. the show's .. kinda nice lahs. lols.
if your totally about fashion clothes and stuff.
this is the right movie for you. lols.
hahas.
next.
i wanna watch; THE BREAKUP && LOVE WRECK
and loads more just that if i name all, i dont think theres spaces. hahas. or my fingers would hurt.
hahs.
then i had the runs.
damm . lols. my legs were so wobbly. haha.
then me and en hui were late for co. =c
5 mins. damm . lols.
then after co.. vic told me something.
which i couldnt stop laughing after i heard it.
man. GAL. you should stop BRAGGIN about yourself you know. ah hah .
then vic was kinda sad.
hais. VIC DEAR. dont need to what she said to heart k? thats what she wants you to do. =c
alrighty.
i think i have nothing else to blog ler bahs.
BYE PEEPO.
dear heart,
i met someone today,
prepare to break.
love, me.

Friday, September 01, 2006!
HandWritten on; 6:45 PM

woahs.
long time never blog. hahs
its been a LONG week.
well, kinda. hahas.
hmm. alrighty.
today is officially TEACHERS' DAY.
so ...
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY !!!
well, to all the teachers out there lahs.
hahas.
the celebration yesterday at school was AMAZING.
Xdd.
seriously it rocks socks.LOLS.
haha, alright,
the MCs were; PEARLYN and HEMAN. [if i spelt her name wrongly so sry. xc]
hahas. if i were them on stage.. i think i would have died. lol.
ok. the celebration started out by MS HO making a speech.
then it was giving out of the CARING TEACHERS AWARDS.
congrats to the five teachers that got it.
ESP. MR OW !!! hahas.
he rocks socks larhs. heehs.
then.. it was PERFORMANCE TIME. HURRAY.
i think it was the TEACHERS performance first. haha.
there were i think...5 female teachers [who inculdes our mentor a.k.a maths teacher MS ONG!!]
and 3 males. hmm. mr wong. mr timothy and another that i forgot. lols.
they danced to the music of SHAKIRA'S HIPS DONT LIE. oooh la la.
when the music came out.
everyone was screaming and shouting and cheering like crazy.
alright. the teachers' performances cant say is perfect. BUT.
come on. for a teacher who we sometime may think are stiff and all, THEY SO ROCKED. cx
really. haha.
my class 2e2 . we all shouted for ms ong! haha. didnt know that she was so so fexible. haha. SHE ROCKS. Cx
then after that.. it was.. joanne and another guy..
SINGING. haha. they sang; A WHOLE NEW WORLD [from aladdin]
omg. i didnt joanne could sing so sweetly and wonderfully. OMG.
i was like in love with her. [but i aint lesbo. lol]
she rocked. and so did the other guy. i was so touched i was abt to cry. haha.
then the next performance was by 3 girls.
they sang; HERO[by maria carey]
they all sang pretty well, but i have to compliment the girl on the most left.
she sang TERRIFIC. seriously. and.. i was touched to tears again. heehs.x/
then.. it was time for the.. BAND BAND BAND!
lols. not our school military band. but a made that inculdes .. mark..clement..ryan..
alot of upper sec guys.
i were in love with the GUITAR, BASS && DRUMS.
omg i practically drooled i think. haha. me and vic were like kinda screaming. hahaha.
i forgotten what they sang but they totally brought the house down ! heehs.
after that it was.. singing by devona and another guy. lol.
they sang; SHAN HU HAI [by jay chou]
i personally dont like jay chou songs but that one was nice. wakakas.
i didnt know devona's chinese was so so GOOD. haha. and she sang really well too. man.
after yesterday, i know balestier hill sec has alot of talented SINGERS.
whoohoo. go balestier. LOL.
ok after that was a teacher singing.. erm. he's quite good at country songs. lols.
then after that.. it was the parents of the parents support group and the teachers of the graduating classes turn to perform..
they sang..; hold on together [from land before time]
omg.. it was seriously so so so touching. the graduating classes sang together with them
well, i cried.LOL. man. ok i know im like over emotional or something.. but you should have seen it. it was so so so touching. =c
then after that it was the graduating class to sing for the teachers.
they sang; what ive been looking for [highschool musical]
great.
bravo.
magnificent.
loved the whole thing. hahahs.
anws. gotta go call someone now.
BYE yall.