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Friday, December 28, 2007!
HandWritten on; 1:45 AM

Oh man, I've not blogged since i returned from the Cambodia and Vietnam trip.
Seriously speaking, I haven't put in the photos from the trip into my com. I'm soooo lazy 'cause there are way too many photos, so I'm kinda sorry to say that I won't be posting any photos from the trip. Haha.

Anyway, HAPPY BELATED ANNI TO MY PARENTS. &
MERRY X'MAS TO ALL.

Hoped you guys had a wonderful xmas eve and xmas. I'm having my family gathering on sunday so I can't really say much. Haha.
Went to KunLeng's chalet yesterday. It didnt turn out half as bad as I thought it'd be. Ha ha, I'm definately not going to explain it here.
(;

Oh well, It's late, 6mins to 2am to be exact.
I'm going off to bed.
Wheeee.

I'm not an actor
I'm not a star
& I don't even have my own car.
But I'm hoping so much you'd stay
That you would love me anyway.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007!
HandWritten on; 12:06 AM

I'm leaving tomorrow already. Gosh. I hope dad can get internet access, so i can blog or chat in msn [if daddy activates his msn -_-] Oh wells, here are the doggy photos! So adorable.
cute right! I wish i could bring one of them home. Gahs~
I've got a reaaaaaaaaaaaaal soft spot for animals. Ha ha.
Anyway, today was a really crazy day. I woke up, while i was brushing my teeth, i started to see spots, everywhere. I thought something was wrong with my eyes so i shook the feeling off.
Then when i got out of the toliet, my legs gave way and luckily the chair wasn't that far away.
I think i almost fainted. LOL, too bad i didn't, or else Singapore would have her first earthquake. LOL! My mum gave me Milo to drink. Felt a little teeny weeny better but after standing up for some time.... started to see spots again. What the hell.
Went to the Doctor, she said my bloody blood pressure was LOW. How could it be low?! And she said i was like a bit dehydrated. What!?!!! I drink so much water everyday I'm going to the toilet more often. Lol. Oh well, I now have 6 different type of medicine. Lol. I'm sooooooo "healthy". Gahs, I need a throat and stomach transplant. T.T
Went "studying" with marilyn at united. Ha ha. Our studying sessions always accomplish nothing. =/ Oh well, hopefully can catch up some homework when I'm overseas. *HOPEFULLY*
Just now i was watching ripley's believe or not and there was this section on a wedding in Jamaica, the bride and groom were naked. Yes, NAKED. The guests too. No one is allowed to wear anything I think. It has sorta become a annual tradition. Hmm, kinda cool but a bit embarrassing. Lol. This kind of things will never happen in Singapore. Everyone's like so reserved. Ha ha.
Sigh, anyway, this year, I've seen quite a few people been through very tough times. Some are my closer friends. "We will never know what is important to us, until its gone" This quote is really true. I've seen people going through stuff that we thought may never happen to us. We really must appreciate what we have now. Especially our parents. MUMMY, DADDY I LOVE YOU. They made us what we are today, our parents are the people who will never leave us alone, they are the ones whom we can rely on, trust them completely. When the whole world walks out on us, they are there with open arms. When we're sick in the middle of the night, who is there to help us? takecare of us? Our parents! Usually we would take our parents for granted, 'cause we always assume that they would be there for us forever. BUT, we shouldn't ever think that way 'cause we should cherish every moment we have with them.
For some of my friends I know they may find my daddy very cocky, and lame with his jokes. Yes i admit sometimes I'm embarrassed by him, but he's my one and only daddy, & I love him just the way he is, nothing more and nothing less.
My mummy is the best (; she does so much for me I don't even know where to start to thank her. I love you mummy.
I know a lot of people who love their parents, but I also know there are people out there who love their parents but can't seem to communicate with them. I just hope these people would give it a try, your parents may be more understanding than you think.
And i really would like to thank you wenwei. Ha ha. The irony. I thank you 'cause after you broke with me, I grew so much more closer with my mum than I thought I never possibly could have. So yea, thank you.
Parents nag but they love us. (;
OH GOD, I'm super emotional now. Ha ha. No idea why I suddenly wanna blog about that. Crazy me. Alrighty then, I'm stopping here, hopefully I can blog when I'm overseas.
Bye my loves.
-xoxo
I don't wnar wait another minute
to hear.. something that i already know.

Sunday, December 09, 2007!
HandWritten on; 2:12 PM

My block nose is driving me insane.
My cough is making me unable to communicate properly.
I absolutely detest being sick.
Though I'm always the first one in my family to fall sick, really weak immune system. =/

Anyway, I'm trying to do my english summaries. Which is currently killing my brain cells. Oh my goodness. Can't breathe properly and coughing every now and then. GAHS.
But something is maintaining my mood which is listening to the latest backstreet boys album. Unbreakable
I can really say this album is really really good. One of the best i say. 'Cause today is the first time I'm listening to the whole album. Inconsolable was the main hit amongst us.
But now my favourite is Love will keep you up all night second favourite is Helpless when she smiles third is Something that i already know. These songs' lyrics are reaaaaaaally heartwarming or it may even make you feel nostalgic. Either one. (;
The weather is also makng me feel calm, I love rainy days.
Yes, rainy days is very uncomfortable for some people who are going out, the inconvenience of transport, the splitter splatter sounds when you step on water puddles causing your footwear to be wet or something like that. But I don't really mind, it's so fun to play in the rain. I never really had a chance to play in the rain carefree and for a long time. My mum would kill me. Heehs.
OH my GOD LA. My nose is seriously preventing me from breathing properly, thank god we have mouths. Lol. Or I can just imagine the newspaper headlines: Tragic Death Of A Girl Caused By the Common Flu. LOL. Okay, I'm deluded, bite me.

Now struggling with my english summaries, and en is currently not picking up her phone. Oh wells, lol. Leaving for cambodia and vietnam in two days time, so fast. Sigh, wonder if the trip would be fun. Hopefully it would be and I heard from quite a few people that Cambodia has a lot of skulls there. *grins*

Anyway I was chatting with edmund just now, and he reminded me of the nickname he gave me, Old Little Auntie a.k.a OLA. LOL~ He was making fun of my short term memory so he gave me this nick, ha ha. He's reaally nice, always there for me if i need him. Very funny also. (; OLA!

Okay, I'm stopping here first, nothing much to do, maybe I'll blog somemore later.
Loves~

Cause love will keep you up all night
It's not something you can decide
One day you're all alone
The next you're crying on the phone
Love will keep you up all night
You got a taste of sweet divine
It took you to the other side
Love will keep you up all night

Saturday, December 08, 2007!
HandWritten on; 8:37 PM

WHEE. Today finally managed to go out with gor gor and lian feng. There this guy called Euler {im sorry if i spelt your name wrongly!} who was also there. Kinda funny guy.
Anyway, we met at plaza sing first. En hui~~~ Finally got to see her after like so long again. Then gor, lian feng and euler arrived a little later than us. Went to long john so lian feng could eat. Then marilyn arrived too.
We went to Vivo City after ps. Went to the sky deck. So sad it wasn't windy at all, then it started to drizzle and we went inside. Went to the pet shop! AH DAMM. forget to put those pet photos inside here. Oh well, another time. haha.
Anyway, kunleng arrived at vivo at like... 3plus with his girlfriend.
Went to eat at the foodcourt. Then walked around and went back to plaza again to walk somemore. A bit stupid la. LOL. Cause of some reasons but I'm not gnar say it here.
But really enjoyed going out with gor lian feng euler and of course my two girlfriends. (;
Then when we three girls had to go back, we went to the mrt to take photos. Oh my god. It was hilarious just trying to take the photo. We didn't know who to ask to take the photo for us, so we placed it on a staircase and used the timer.
Not bad la.
You guys see. (;
brian euler lian feng me en mae!
second take!
Then after that, we separated, the guys went to compass point.
En went to braddell and mae and I took mrt to novena. Go united meet my parents and she went home.
Took some photos before that.
Wheee.
And here's a photo from some time ago.
To scare those people who's gnar extract their teeth or go put braces.
MUAHAHAH.
These are my teeth. Hahah.
Extracted 6 of them. Haha, the bottom two are actually cut into half. Those are my wisdom teeth.
(; My whole body went weak when i saw my real teeth. Oh my god. LOL
Blaaahs, Oh yea, Euler the sneezing guy. LOL. He kept sneezing and sneezing, we thought his nose was going to drop off. Haha.
Funny guy.
Lian feng accompanied me to play para. Thank you lf. Lols.
Ahs, my sore throat is killing me.
NIA, mich said you like finish your homework already
SERIOUSLY AH?
lol If really, i say you goddess. MY ASS GODDESS. hahaha.
WAH wah , you miss her cheek poking, dont miss my ass smacking lah? Haha.
Boo~ Lol, i MISS YOU NIA, I MISS YOU KRISTI.
Give me a humongous hug when you're back.
Whehehe.
MY COUGH IS KILLING ME.
Gahs.
BYE LOVES.
ireallyneedafairytalestory.

Friday, December 07, 2007!
HandWritten on; 9:57 PM

Waited at home today, thought i was going to have tuition. In the end my teacher couldn't make it so maybe changing it to Monday night.

Anyway, Mae came over to my house around 3 plus. After that we went to the hairdresser's. & as expected, we were walking on the pavement and it started to drizzle. Lucky we got to shelter fast enough before it started to pour heavily. Mae straightened her hair while i got my hair layered. My head feels slightly lighter now and marilyn's happy with her result. Ha ha. Though she'll have to smell the chemicals in her hair for quite some time. En remember that time when you rebonded your hair? Whahas. x)

Mae came over to my house and she left a couple of minutes ago. We watched some Russell peter video on youtube. I love that guy man, he always cracks me up. What a comedian. ;]

Any how, i finally got to talk to kristi in msn. W-o-w. Ha ha.

&&& Tmr finally can go out with gor gor {brian} , lian feng and kunleng. It's been AGES. Goodness. Hopefully everything goes smoothly tomorrow. Don't want any mishaps.

Alrighty, i know its a short post but I'm pretty lazy tonight. Ha ha. What a "surprise".
Okay going off now.
Bye loves!

i want to fill this new frame.
but its empty.

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HandWritten on; 12:32 AM

22o post! Whoos.

LOL, KRISTI, i finally see you at my tagboard! Hello sweetie. WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I'VE MISSED YOU. YOU .. YOU ... .... POOH BEAR LOVER! Grrr. LOL. Wah, you disappeared to do homework, I'm heartbrokened. LOL.
At least nia's here every once in a while. crapping~lol! you, kristi, like totally disappeared for god knows HOW long. What have you been doing sia. And what homework have ya'll done man. I'm so lazy to do mine. Sh!t lah. Lol.
LOL. kania, im here im here. Talk to me~ Tell me your name~ LOL. sorry, had an episode there. Haha.

Anyway, went out with marilyn today. Went to plaza and saw evonne! It's been a while since i last saw her, so it was pretty good to see her today. Haha. We first went to the arcade, then walked around ps aimlessly again. It's always like that. lol. Then we decided to go to novena. And again, this also always happens. Ha ha. In the mrt marilyn and I didn't talk for some time as she was at one side and i was at another. Then when we got off the train, i started to talk and felt really retarded. LOL, it was like my first time talking or something. Then i told mae and she was like; i think we must like make up for the time we didn't talk. So, she started to speak gibberish and i burst out in laughter. SHE SOUNDED SO RETARDED. LOL. I had to laugh, what's more that expression of hers is hilarious.

I really think that bangkok trip really benifitted marilyn and I. It's like we sorta bonded closer than we already were. Usually when i go out with her, we don't usually laugh so much. Now it's different, every outing i have with her is full of laughter. So wonderful. LOL. Okay okay. I'm really started to sound lesbian so I'd better stop. LOL.

I went to the dentist today, had the colour of my rubber bands changed to red and green! X'mas is coming. Wheee. This reminds me of when i was so retarded. LOL. ya im retarded 99% of the time so yeaaaa i get your point. lol Anyways, i was referring to the time when i saw keef's msn pm was; xmas is coming~ where's your xmas spirit! Something like that... Then i was super high that night and i went to him and said; jingle bells jingle bells, jingle all the way. LOL. Okay i have no idea why, but for these few days I've been seriously retarded. Marilyn and En would know the reason. Nia if you think hard about what i told you in msn that stormy night, i think you may know. LOL. So dramatic. Whahas.

Sigh~
Oh wells, I'm done for tonight.
BYE loves.

A fairytale's all i need.

Wednesday, December 05, 2007!
HandWritten on; 10:25 PM

scary right? the amount of people there, at united square. my goodness, i didnt know dora had so many fans. They were all waiting for dora to come out. So dua pai. LOL.
All patiently waiting~
She finally came out! and i swear, the children here, are like on estacy or something. They were REALLY HIGH. lol !
I was browsing thru my pictures folders, and i found this pic.
2e2 i miss you. Haha, really i do. =/
Sigh,
rewind.
I wish.
But life, aint like the computer huh.
Can't backspace what we already did.
Sigh.
Haha, im going off now.
Bye loves.

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HandWritten on; 9:04 PM

Watched Enchanted yesterday, it was a really good movie. Two thumbs up. If I'd have more thumbs ill put all up. Ha ha. The movie really lived up to its reputation. It's a really hilarious, touching, heart warming film. I'd recommend it to anyone and everyone who's interested. (;

Anyways, today i went to send michael, nicky, keef, ben, marcus and enhui off at harbourfront. Before they left for sentosa, hope they didnt get caught in the rain too much. Today is like a flooding day or something. Ha ha. Everywhere was having a downpour. Raining millions of cats and dogs, okay being lame here. Lol. Went out with marilyn instead of going with en they all, didnt have the mood, was feelg a lil sick and mostly imptly, my mum was against the whole idea. Ha ha. Had an extremely hard time rejecting them, as they kept pleading me to go with them to sentosa, even for like 3 hours they're happy. LOL. En was like; 3 years of friendship, just like this, no more. LOL wah she was like threatening me in a very nice, emo way. LOL.
Currently talking to benjamin, he's making me feel guilty about me not going. you see~
Ben says:
CANT BELIEVE YOU
` delusionist ] REDHOT ;sigh PUNKROCK says:
LOL
` delusionist ] REDHOT ;sigh PUNKROCK says:
WHAT HAPPEN
Ben says:
you didnt come
` delusionist ] REDHOT ;sigh PUNKROCK says:
LOL

Ha ha, he is one adorable boy. LOL. Oh well, i hope ben and keef doesn't catch a cold, since ben told me that their fingers were turning purple, their lips too.
They played in the freaking rain, oh my god. I hope they all don't fall sick. Today is really a freezing day. Haha. They played in the waters, while its raining.
They played frisbee, while it's raining. Oh goodness. LOL. Then when i asked whether they caught the laser show....

` delusionist ] REDHOT ;sigh PUNKROCK says:
then you guys watched or didnt?
Ben says:
no
Ben says:
well
Ben says:
it was kinda RAINING you know
Ben says:
RAINING
Ben says:
oh wait you dont know
Ben says:
CAUSE YOU WERENT THEREEREREREEE
` delusionist ] REDHOT ;sigh PUNKROCK says:
LOL
` delusionist ] REDHOT ;sigh PUNKROCK says:
BEN~!!!

Ben really knows how to rub it in. LOL.
Anyway... I'm starting to miss kania and kristi more and more and more.
KANIA~~ KRISTI~~ I MISS YA GIRLS.
LOL. I wish Indo was just an Mrt ride away. LOL. Haha, now how convenient will that be. (x

okay i have no idea whats up with blogger.
i cant upload pictures.
ill try in the next post.
its some dora the explorer thingy.
haha

-xoxo.

sometimes beginnings aren't so simple,
sometimes goodbye's the only way.

Monday, December 03, 2007!
HandWritten on; 6:17 PM

WELL, today was fun. Went out with vin [bro im sorry i was late! lol!], we caught the bee movie. Hmm, overally it was O-KAY. It was funny but if we were to describe it, words like ludicrous and ridiculous will be the main ones that we would use. Haha, imagine... a bee sueing us humans. LOL. I'm not gnar spoil the movie for those who are gnar watch.. but i can say that.. i think waiting for the disc is better. Haha.
After the movie.. It was around... 2 plus going to 3 i think. Then met up with vince's friend bashira. She went for a starbucks interview at the grand cathay. She's a really fun person, i love the parts when she would insult vin till he's dumbfounded. LOL. Oh well, today was not a good day for you vin. Haha.
Anyways, we accompanied bashira to cathay's starbucks and she had to go back there around 7 plus for another interview... O_O So, after the first one, we went to novena, vin and her got bubble tea and we sent her off at the united bus stop.
Then vin accompanied me till my parents came. Chatted a lot, told him about some stuff that happened the past few months. It has been way too long since we last really caught up. Wished there was more time to catch up though, since i dont know when would be the next time that i would be able to go out with him. Haah.

Oh wells, hopefully tomorrow i'd be able to go out with sweetie. Hopefully we can catch enchanted!! Goodness that show seems really hilarious. haha.

Anyways! I'm stopping for here. A bit tired already.
Bye loves!

-xoxo.

Saturday, December 01, 2007!
HandWritten on; 10:25 PM

TODAY was an absolutely ludicrous crazy retarded hilarious happy day.
Went out with marilyn, we actually planned to study but nothing fruitful came out of it. LOL.
We started to chat about ICQ, i was telling about the people i met and the people she met. We met some nice people and some ... horny ones? Hahaa. Oh well, we were at starbucks chatting and my dearest came to find me at around 3plus. ;)
dearie im so happy to see you today, heeehs, and im estatic that you liked the things i gave you. hhaha.
Then we went to square two, saw that cute aussie guy at the skating ring at novena. LOL. Anyway, marilyn and i went to play at the arcade in square two. Felt extremely out of place, like a fish out of water, since 9 out of 1o people there are children. But the arcade there was pretty much nice. It'd make one feel nostalgic, with all the childhood arcade games. Hahaa. Well, played for pretty much around 3o mins i think? I didnt keep track of the time. Anyways, the pirates of the caribbean and the simpsons pinball machine was kinda interesting. Whahas.
After that we went back to novena to meet up with my parents. At that point of time, i think the coffee started to kick in and i was a bit crazy. Okay, marilyn saw that aussie guy and she was going Ga-Ga over him and she was like telling me, what if she goes up to him and asks " hey do you have myspace? " Then i thought for a while and replied her " Yea, this is 'MY-SPACE' and i want you outta it."
She stared at me and started to laugh like crazy, yea that was the start of a really funny day. LOL. I cannot remembered what happened vividly, but i knew it was really 'lol' cause i was being retarded to marilyn. Made her laugh till her cheeks were numb and her stomach was aching. Mission impossible accomplished. LOL.
Went to pei kio to eat anyway. Then came back home!
Currently feeling absolutely lazy to bathe. Lol.

Dear's watching soccer tonight.
Wheee, another reason for me to procrastinate my bath time. LOL.
BYELOVES.

next week is so gnar be fun. lol! i hope.