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English Papers, E-math paper2, chinese paper1, SS and physics paper2...

ARE OFFICIALLY OVER~!!!

Hurray~ Haha.
Though I don't have a positive mindset of passing... but oh well~! what's over is over, I'm just glad the papers are done.

Geography and Amaths is coming right up on friday.
Damnit! Two idiotic papers at the same time.
Already screwed SS... Guess I won't have a problem screwing up geog as well. hahaa.

~Evonne nuer I'm happy to hear you enjoyed yourself that night! :D

Anyways, guess I'll blog when I feel like it again..
See ya loves.
And good luck to all for Mid-years. :D

Ignorant bunch of hypocrites.
Yuck.

brian; haha yeap! and gor gor, I've got a gut feeling of what is the "big news" you plan to tell us. (: But we'll wait for you to tell us kay. haha.
harp00ned; LOL. cause its easier luh. you do make sense and hahaha, now its two girls against you. Fun leh. LOL but your pinches leave a burning effect sia. Grr.
kristi; OMG YOU ARE C.R.A.Z.Y. hahahaha. So bored ah you. TMR eventful ler lor~ and you want talk to me, funny ah, I in msn you don't wnar talk there. LOL. AND NOVENA WAS FUN. BUT EMBARRASSING. goodness. we shall do it if we can though. hahahah.
liting; Heyys :D Jia you for your mid-years ait girl~!

CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW. :D

I catch a glimpse of heaven,
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes
-The Jonas Brothers.


Okay, I'm like officially addicted to that song or something. :D
Its about... 3 more days to English paper.
Gosh, time is really not on our side.
Oh well, last minute revision is going have to do then.
Mathematics is killing me slowly.
Damnit, there are so many things to do. So little time. Sigh. I think I'm going to stop here, not much mood to blog anyway. Haha.
-xoxo

replies to tags:
atika; omgosh I'm sooo TERRIBLY SORRY. cause I kept thinking you're in sec3 already. oh my im so sorry dear girl. but studies alright then? Haha. I'm doing pretty alright. but again im sooooo sorry!
Vince; LOL. nope. hahahaha. :D bro i know you missssss me~ hahaa.
brian; wah what news sia. sounds serious! GOR GOR. i never forget you luh! T.T lol how can say like that. lols.
euler; haaaaaaaaaalo. lol~

if the heart's always searching,
can you ever find a home?

i tried... i really did. sigh.

-Atika; Hahaha. yea maths never seems to be nice to us right? haha, oh well, I've been doing fairly well, Mid year exams are around the corner so the stress is just building up. haha. Ya coping with sec3 work? :D
-Brian; GORGOR. (: So glad to see you tag at my board. Haha, yea it has been way too long, I'm so sorry for neglecting you. There's just way too many things to do. But don't worry about me kay? Haha, I'll be fine. Yeaaa I hope we can meet up after my exams or something. Miss ya loads too gor~ I hope U are doing fine! Heehs, I'll try my best for the exams ait gor. :D You take care too hor! And sorry again for not being able to spend as much time with y'all like last time. =/

8am was Amath Erp, I reached like 45mins later. I could have reached about 8.15 but damn there was a serious accident on the highway. The motorbike was at the left side of the road and the car at the right. Omg. In the wee hours of the morning, accidents already start to happen, like w.t.h. And the car was pretty badly "disfigured". Lol.
Oh well, he rest of the day was pretty boring.
Went to taka with mummy to buy daddy's present.
:D
And im going to do art now.
cya guys.

omg childish enough?

Wish I could just kiss you goodbye, one more time.


Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
m slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Haha. Just some random lyrics from 'Over you' by chris daughtry.
And some random pictures that I decided to post.

I'm walking like an old lady these two days. Guess I could picture how'd I be like 70 years from now. Haha, without the droopy skin and wrinkles of course. Even wearing my pants appears to be a problem.
Oral was just over, I'm assuming I screwed my chinese passage. But the conversation was pretty alright, counting on the fact that my topic was about valentines' day. Oh my gosh, thank goodnes. Hahaa.
English was a bit confusing, cause Mrs Lim kept asking questions, which made me panic a little 'cause I took it as; asking of questions would mean we're not doing alright.
But since she asked almost everyone questions, I'd reckon its alright then. Haah.

Its so peculiar.. how animosity between people happen. Especially between girls, hahaa, don't the drama just keep coming.
Sigh, though I never expect some to be quite as childish.
I think you could really do better than that. I mean, its like, why should you sink so low? Ain't there a more mature way to handle things? More importantly, the way y'all act and the words that hang around y'all lips are absolutely revolting and disgusting.
Goodness, just stop it please.

Mid-years are coming up! Guess I'm still not in the mood to study much. Haha.
Well, bones is on starworld later.
I'm going to go slack around.
seeeee y'all later~!

If you wanna fight,
I'll stand right beside you,
The day that you fall,
I'll be right behind you,
To pick up the pieces,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

Tags replies!

-harp00ned; Haha, cause you "accidentally" knock into him ma! LOL. Today was soooo nice, you got us and kristi and I got you back. So we're even! lol. And what "cute" sia. LOL.

-vince; haha its a long story, will tell you more when we see each other. LOL. mac mac mac mac mac book! LOL.

-wanyee; (:



AHS.

Napfa today.

Absolutely drained.

I'm going to stop here.

my tuition is going to start.

CYA.

:D



why won't you smother me.

Shawty had them Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

2.4km run was completed today.
And I'm superrrrrrrrrrbly proud of myself.
I mean, from a 18mins trial run to a 13mins50secs.
Thats a hell lot of improvement y'all.
Well, now I just have to concentrate on the five items. Haha.
WELL, KANIA I'm soooo proud of you too, coming in at 1329? If I'm not wrong. Haha. And kristi! For coming in around 14 mins plus. :D
EN! Next week its your turn and we'd be running with you okay! Haha, but I'm sure I'd be tired around the 2 to 3rd round already. Hahaa. :D JiaYou!

Anyways, today was a pretty good day, slept early so I'm guessing that gave me a happier mood today.
Sucky things happen all the time, but I think my life would be a lot nicer if I were to live everyday a happy day. :D Especially there's my lovely friends to brighten up my day. Make me laugh till tears creep outta my eyes.

Well, I'm doing art now. :D
Drawing my beloved skull. Haha.
Oh well.
I'm gnar dedicate my time to perfecting my skull.
soooo toodles~!
LOL

why dont you take a bow.

LOL. okay firstly. Reply Tag Messages! :D
-Kristi; hahahaa. well I had to sudden urge to blog so I just did! Haha, I'll tell you on monday. AND... I'll try not too lor. I mean, haha you know la. So you're going to hit me head whenever I "think of you?" LOL.
-Nia; haha yo assy. AIYO. why moody! Rain then you sleep la. LOL hahaha. It is the best time to sleep right? Ah then today's weather is crazy also. Hahah.LOL dont be scared. There's meeeeeeee {to keep your ass safe} muahahs.
-Victoria; LOL. hahaha, will try to. ;P and I know what happened already. someone's updated me sweetie. and im sorry I didnt call back. I was finishing my chinese compo and after bathing it was pretty late and I got tired!
-"TheDude"; LOL. Hope you're HAPPY.
-harp00ned; hahah so sarcastic~! well, the name starts with "S" and ends with a "Y". Wow. I didnt know his name can be spelt as SissY as well. LOL.

ANYWAYS..
Loads of Happenings.
Every year there is ALWAYS one hugeeee fight.
No matter in what level, there'd be one.
Sigh.
And the involvement circle of people starts to get wider and wider.
History is repeating itself but to another batch of people now. Grrs. things just can't get any better can they?...
I mean like, can't y'all just stop being so childish. People don't see any point in y'all doing these stuff other than y'all enjoying the suffering of innocent people. Sadistic enough?
It's obvious that y'all waiting for some retaliation but come on, people ain't as air headed as y'all. Ha. ha. ha.
Continue doing all these 'activities' that give y'all a sense of rhapsody, however, bear in mind that what comes around goes around, karma will happen in one way or another.
(:


Well, the weather seems to be deceiving us in a way that it looks like its going to pour but the humidity is unbearable.
My pounding headache is driving me nuts.
And the stress level ain't helping.
Going to start on art I guess.
Since this weekend is kinda free for me.
{thank goodness}
Well, I'm off to art then! :D
Cya my loves.

my worries weigh the world, how i used to be.
and everything i'm cold, seems a plague in me.
its hard to say how i feel today
for years gone by and i cried.

WELL, this post is about MAX.
Since MAX requested oh-so "HUMBLY" that he wanted a post on my blog ALL about HIM.
:D
HMM,
I've known him since mid last year. Somewhere around there.
Been crazy friends ever since.
Had some ups and downs, however I'm ecstatic to know we're still tight. Haha.
Well, he's one greeeeeeeeedy-pizza-stealing-pasta-wanting-person. LOL.
But he's still the nicest-funny-sweet-crazy-hyper-always-there-for-me-song provider friend ever.
He can be reaaaaaaaaaally annoying at times but he can also be the person who I can have the most fun with talking on msn.
Typing in caps is our fetish in msn. Hahaa.
We both love pasta.
And he obviously loves the pizza I eat.
HE always THINKS a lot and jump to conclusions and at times i feel like SMACKING you for that dumbo. LOL.
But no matter what, he's one of a kind and I'm happy to have a friend like M.A.X.

THERE YOU GO MAXY BOY.
AND GUESS WHAT.
IKNOWWHEREYOUMADETHATKEYCHAIN.
muahahahahahs.
:D

Now that was awkward.
LOL.

Oh there was something bugging me that I totally forgotten to post.
You know what kinda people I can't stand?
People that bully other people when the other party didn't do anything wrong to them in the first freaking place.
I mean.
CANT YA'LL ^!#$%)$ GROW UP?
Digusted.
Absolutely revolting.
Childish actions won't get ya'll anywhere.
People will get to see your true colours in time to come.
Pathetic.

It's a beautiful lie.
It's a perfect denial.
Such a beautiful lie to believe in.

I can't believe this is happening all over again.
The feelings. The cravings. The agony. The pain. The heartaches.
I don't want to feel all of these for you anymore.
It has been so long.
Why is history repeating itself, though not in its exact form but.... why.
I don't think I can take any of this.
I can't take seeing you everyday.
Although I know I shouldn't look at you, I can't keep my eyes off you.
F!ck it.
& the truth is, I know this is a 'no way out' situation for me.
Arrrrrrrrrrrghs.
Bloody sh!t. Put a cork in it jessie lam. Sigh.


It's been a 'Emo' day for me, so excuse me for my rants. Sigh.
Well speech day was pretty interesting, though the guest of honour was pretty..... hmm... *lost for words* ;D
It was fun to see ex-bhss students and some ex-teachers who came back.
Especially Ms Ho! Oh my god, how I wish she didn't have to go to another school, she was the best principal ever. Period.
The performance was rather entertaining, though I can truthfully say I wasn't paying attention to the storytellers, Sorry jiayean and syazwan. The dancing was enliving, especially the last item.
Though most of the crowd around me were commenting on one particular person whom I am soooo not going to mention that person's name. Lol.

And kwong! If you're reading this, I'm soooo going to get you back for that pinch. Lol, your pinches have a weird after effect pain. Haha. And poor you, getting scolded from 'you know who' when it was an accident. Hahaa.

Mid-year exams are around the corner, and truthfully saying, I ain't in the mood to study for it.
I mean, realistically speaking, O's is the main stressing problem for us so.... I don't know. I'm just drained from long school hours and having to rush homework in the night.
I mean like, who won't be tired? W.t.h.

Mr choo is adorable, like son like father! Haha, I know that was random but oh well. :D I type what comes to my mind.
And luke got ALLLL the applause today. hahaa. When he walked up, I think... people from 4e2, e3 and e4 cheered for him. Not sure about e1. Haha.
Luke's pretty much a really funny nice guy. So.. yay luke! hahaa.

I think I'm going to watch more Whose line is it anyway.
Looks like that's the only thing that can cheer me up now.
Gahs, whatever.
Stressed up.

It's a bittersweet symphony.