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Day 2 of Holidays.
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Well I hope the chinese O's were alright for all of y'all ait! :D Now that's finally settled, lets put our heart to our other subjects okay! :D Jia you people!

Now I'm addicted to Leona Lewis' Yesterday and Better in Time.
Man... Lol.

Thought I couldn't live without youI
t's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Sigh. Well, Ms Thiru was enraged with us today. Haha. Not all that surprised 'cause she's not all that elated when she teaches us anyway. Haah.
Mrs Kwok was infuriated with us too. Darn it. Haha. Guess its not our day.
Ceramic class was today too~ I've got a whole new appreciation for people who do pottery.
They have the best paitence and I pity their backs.
'Cause kristi's back and mine was aching as if dozens of horses galloped over us. My god.
And the weather was soooo suitable for sleeping. =/

Tomorrow is "Bio day"! Haha.
Hopefuly it'll be fun~
Gotta go, dinner time.

you're my one in a million.

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

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You know, this is pretty much a very nostalgic song for me, cause I remembered during our first {or second lol} chalet, I was listening to this song with my pal and we TEARED. Sigh, I wished things stayed the same, but how selfish would that be of me right?
Yet again, y'all made a promise to us, and where are we now? sigh.
I mean, we do remember the times we had together, and they were great! But due to many current changes... Doubts of whether we'll be as close as we used to, will definitely surface.
We don't understand y'all anymore.
Neither do y'all.
Now ain't that just a sad scene.
Sigh.
And to a particular friend, I really don't want to see you slip down any further. I mean, some things are not worth it {just yet}.
And try to believe in the saying: What belongs to you, will definitely be yours, come what may.
=/

I should really stop holding onto life's hardest parts. sigh.

okay firstly, happy belated birthday to keef and mich! :D

Okay, this post is dedicated to the lovely people who kept my tagboard alive. Haha. :D

-atika; relinked! :D
-nia; AH THANKS A LOT LA. LOL come come, SHOOT. NO PICTURES FOR YOU. LOL
-kristi; THE ONE AND ONLY SUPER DEDICATED READER OF MY BLOG. LOL. {kania once in awhile ah. LOL.} kris is like everyday super free sia. hahaha. better STUDY YOUR CHINESE LA. lol. hahaha fun meh temple, you and your sister looked super bored. haha. so sorry couldnt entertain properly. as you could see, a LOT of people la. haha. Oh yea, that one is wheel of fortune, its like you put your chinese horoscope {for you its goat} then you spin the wheel lor. but ladies turn left and men turn right. haha. but you TOO YOUNG LA. no need all those stuff. haha. wah. thank you for the smiles ah. BRIGHTEN up my day. haha.
-don; haha thanks, I know what you mean. (: you hang in there too ait.

OKAY. now the next few posts will have photos. Hahaa. :D

I miss you. I miss your smile. And I still shed a tear every once in a while.

Sigh, It seems tonight is going to one of those kinda nights.
Feeling extremely 'emo-ish'. I know the reason why but I wish it wasn't so.
You've been lingering in my heart for a long, long time and I pray that the feeling will go away but it gets stronger each day. Sigh.

There's this one naive wish I hold in my heart and there's this silly thing called faith, that allows me to cling onto the hope that may be.... A miracle may happen and my wish would come true.
Jessie Lam you should really just smack yourself, cause deep down, you know that would never, ever happen. sigh.

I always try to catch a glance at you everyday, cause I know that's what keeps me going. I miss your touch, I miss it when you used to gaze into my eyes and made me feel like I was the only one in the room, I miss the comforting hugs that you gave me, I miss your smile, I miss it when we used to argue about the silliest things, I miss talking to you over the phone, I miss everything about you.
Someone should just shoot me. Sigh.
Trying to rewind time is so cliche, but I wish I could.

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok. But that's not what gets me.
Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go, but I'm doing it.
What hurts the most, was being so close, and having so much to say and watching you walk away.

Man I can't believe how much it still hurts up till now.
Your face appears in my mind like every 5 minutes and then my heart responses by aching till e extent I just feel like ripping it out.
Daaaaaaamnit.


Guess today's the most emotional day in the first 5 months of 2008.
Shoot me.

what i wouldn't give to make my wish come true. sigh.

OKAY, firstly, I'm absolutely ENRAGED with someone because I cannot BELIEVE there will be someone in the world as CLUELESS AS YOU!
I DONT KNOW WHAT GAVE YOU THAT IDEA, but NO WAY did I EVER misunderstood you.
And what's more, WHAT IS THERE TO MISUNDERSTAND. I don't even WANT to misunderstand you! It's like YUCK.
I've almost HAD IT with you and you'd better get smarter or else you are reaaaaaaally going to get it from me idiot.

Damnit.
Bloody HELL.
I can't believe there is someone as IGNORANT AS YOU.
ARGH.

DAMNIT!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pK4bLMd0avU&NR=1
This is like a video of HOW TO BE EMO.
It's pretty stupid but a bit funny at the same time, y'all be the judge.
Haha, there's also how to be gangster and how to be nerd. All those stuff.
My gosh those two guys in the vid really have LOADS of time on their hands I guess. Haha.


ANYWAYS, went to watch IRONMAN today with my 3 lovely senoritas.
It totally ROCKED.
That actor is really charming. Haha.
The whole movie is just great ANDDD FOR ANYONE WHO WANTS TO WATCH IT, there's something AFTER THE CREDITS.
So please, stay after the credits!
We didn't know there was something till our friend told us sooo we didnt get to catch it.
DARN. But oh well. Haha.

After that went to walk around in Taka and I had to go back soon after.
Oh well, short day but had a great time.

:D

GOTTA go now, kinda short but forgive me!
Seeeee ya Loves.
:D

everything we had, is no longer there.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER. well for me lahs. haha.

Oh my gosh. Finally the gruelling hours of cramming at night has finally come to an end! :D
Ecstatic~!
I apologise to the people who tagged but I didnt reply. Thanks for the wishes and for some PARTICULAR PEOPLE for being very hyper at my tagboard! I love y'all doing that. Haha.
And Vic sweetie, why are you looking glum nowadays?

VINCE AND BRIAN GOR, I needa APOLOGISE to you two cause I owe y'all a lot of outings! Especially you vin~! Hahaa, I miss you bro, I hope you've been fine~ and im getting my apple lappy today bro~!!! LOL

KANIA my handsome hairy mojojojo, hahaha, study hard for geog okay! DONT SLEEP. DO NOT GO NEAR THE BED!! I repeat, NO WHERE NEAAAR THAT BED. LOL
And I know en will study, hahah so if by ANY chance en you see this, GOOD LUCK TOO :D.

Lots of things have happened lately, some happy and some not so, I really wished things could return like how they were, but if it can't, to hell with it then. I ain't gonna fret over it that much.

and frankly {this is totally a different thing from above} I REALLY DIDN'T LIKE WHAT YOU DID TODAY. IT WAS REALLY IRRITATING.
bloody hell.

Next week is intensive chinese week.
I'm so not going to like that.
I really reaaaally detest chinese, even if it's my mother tongue.
Sigh.
Oh well~
EXAMS ARE OVER AND I'M GOING TO RELAX.
and stare at my sexy apple lappy.
:D

CYA LOVES.
sat dummies~! ;D