Saturday, April 12, 2008!
HandWritten on; 12:24 AM
It's a beautiful lie.It's a perfect denial.Such a beautiful lie to believe in.I can't believe this is happening all over again.
The feelings. The cravings. The agony. The pain. The heartaches.
I don't want to feel all of these for you anymore.It has been so long.Why is history repeating itself, though not in its exact form but.... why.I don't think I can take any of this.I can't take seeing you everyday.Although I know I shouldn't look at you, I can't keep my eyes off you.F!ck it.& the truth is, I know this is a 'no way out' situation for me.Arrrrrrrrrrrghs.Bloody sh!t. Put a cork in it jessie lam. Sigh.It's been a 'Emo' day for me, so excuse me for my rants. Sigh.
Well speech day was pretty interesting, though the guest of honour was pretty..... hmm... *lost for words* ;D
It was fun to see ex-bhss students and some ex-teachers who came back.
Especially Ms Ho! Oh my god, how I wish she didn't have to go to another school, she was the best principal ever. Period.
The performance was rather entertaining, though I can truthfully say I wasn't paying attention to the storytellers, Sorry jiayean and syazwan. The dancing was enliving, especially the last item.
Though most of the crowd around me were commenting on one particular person whom I am soooo not going to mention that person's name. Lol.
And kwong! If you're reading this, I'm soooo going to get you back for that pinch. Lol, your pinches have a weird after effect pain. Haha. And poor you, getting scolded from 'you know who' when it was an accident. Hahaa.
Mid-year exams are around the corner, and truthfully saying, I ain't in the mood to study for it.
I mean, realistically speaking, O's is the main stressing problem for us so.... I don't know. I'm just drained from long school hours and having to rush homework in the night.
I mean like, who won't be tired? W.t.h.
Mr choo is adorable, like son like father! Haha, I know that was random but oh well. :D I type what comes to my mind.
And luke got ALLLL the applause today. hahaa. When he walked up, I think... people from 4e2, e3 and e4 cheered for him. Not sure about e1. Haha.
Luke's pretty much a really funny nice guy. So.. yay luke! hahaa.
I think I'm going to watch more Whose line is it anyway.
Looks like that's the only thing that can cheer me up now.
Gahs, whatever.
Stressed up.
It's a bittersweet symphony.
