Saturday, May 26, 2007!
HandWritten on; 8:11 PM
hello everyone.
hahahas.
well, main highlight of this post is that my bf and i have officially broken up.
yeap.
well, it was a couple of days ago.
it was tough to get through the night. cried for two hours with my mum accompanying me.
shes the best. i thought i would get a hell of a scolding if when i told her the truth, but she was caring and she gave me alot of advice.
thank you mummy. i love you =). its hard to get through this without my parents and my loving friends. esp my few girlfriends;
en hui, kania, kristi, yiwen, victoria, cassandra, yu xuan. you girls have been the sweetest. thank you for the comforts and hugs and the sweet msgs.
meansss alot.
and also there are some sweet guys out there who comforted me too. hahas.
like my god brothers. haha. marvin, denny, kiffy.
some other guys like safety&rongjie&victor&cheekeong. and my one and only GOD SIS MARCUS. lols.
some didnt really comfort but just woken me up to some things. haha i thank you guys.
you know. loving someone alot is really tough and it really can blind you.
sighs. ive had enough. the heartaches aint fun you know? haha.
i should just enjoy my life. enjoy it with my girlfriends. my beautiful lovable sweet caring girlfriends.
im not a lesbian alright? haha im just very sentimental when it comes to these kinda stuff. these girls are the rarest gems you could ever find. its so hard to find a true friend. and im lucky to have you girls by my side. =) i love you girls. thank you. you girls have been my pillar of strength.
and for wenwei? hahas. thank you for the memories. you really mean alot to me. but, sadly ill have to let you go. its not gonna to be easy, haha, but no matter what, i know im strong enough to succeed. and you've made it clear to me, drawn the line between us. im just happy to know that i was once loved by you, & thats enough for me. thank you. thank you for being there for me when i needed you, thank you for putting up with my weird moods, thank you for understanding me, thank you for caring, thank you for the Hs and Ks& thank you for ever loving me.
but. remember this. you should know that no girl will ever love you like i did. and i want you to be happy no matter what. ill be here if you need me. if you dont, ill just watch you from the sidewalk, waiting to help you if you need any.haha ok id better stop saying all those before i get emo again.
lalala.
KRISTI I MISS YOU.IF YOU'RE READING THIS.I MISS MISS MISS YOU.COME BACK SOON. T.T
hahas.
and denny! my didi. haha.
ill be here for you if you got any problems ok silly boy.
and talk to me in person no need paiseh de k?
must like your classmates..
so di siao one sia. lols. esp that kelvin huh? lols.
tsktsk. haha. but not bad la your class. so hyper.
and got 4 of my teachers who taught me once before. hahaa.
must jia you for studies k? ill try to help you no matter what.
like i told you before. theres no stupid or clever ppl, theres only lazy or hardworking ppl.
i know you can do it. i believe in you ! jia you!
and anyone wants to watch pirates of the carribean 3 with meeeee ?
meowsss.
i love ya'll.
enjoy your holidays ppl !
xoxo
p.s.
my braces is on! LOL. and it freaking hurts! ouch~
