Monday, December 11, 2006!
HandWritten on; 5:39 PM
i pray for this heart to be unbrokened.but without you all im going to be is imcomplete.hello babies.
hahaa.
kania and victoriaaaaaaa honey.
haha im sorry that i offended you girls but its like............
haha
1. ima failure
2. ima imature person
3. im selfish
4. i dont care about ppl's feelg
5. self centered
5 goodddddddddd reasons ler lahs.
haaaaahs.
im so fucked up.
=)
oh and vic hone. haha my right eye gotten better ytd night. hahaa
anw, today's practice was alright.
though i felt like crap.
haaaaaaaah.
its a wonder im still alive.i looked like i got banged down by a truck.lols.
and today some of us had our costumes.
erms... lols.. well i looked absolutely hilarious and horrible looking in it.
but some of them looked quite nice.
hahaa.
its like a mix of wu shu dance and a waitress.
YES. a waitress. lols.
oh meows .
en hui saw me in it
and she started to laugh till god knows what la.
lols.
en and i went united to meet up with marcus.
ate at mac. saw elva and her friend.
talked and talked.
sigh.
then walked arounddddd united.
i went crazy at level 2.
haaaaaaaaaaaaahs.
you dont want to know what i did.
lols.
then at like 3 we decided to go home
i walked back to farrer park with him.
that was the first time we walked soooooo freaking slowly la.
lols.
sigh. oh well.
then we slacked at temple.
lols.
oooh. im in a emo songs mode.
hahhaa.
'what hurts the mostwas being so closeand having so much to sayand watching you walk awayand never knowingwhat could have been.''and i hurt myself by hurting you''(女)在屋頂唱著你的歌
(男)在屋頂和我愛的人
(女)讓星星點綴成(合)最浪漫的夜晚
擁抱這時刻 這一分一秒全都停止
(男)愛開始糾結
(男)愛開始糾結(合)夢有你而美
(女)將泛黃的的夜獻給(合)最孤獨的月
(男)愛開始糾結(合)夢有你而美''Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows no'
'I've tried to fight it, can't deny it
You don't even know that
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you'
'Ain't gonna show no weakness
I'm gonna smile and tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down when no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you'
'You told me I should be strong
Oh, I'm trying, I feel I can't go on
You left me here on my own
Without a reason for living
A chance for forgiving
A time to make it okay
And now I'm stuck with the vision
Of my indecision
Taking it all away'
'Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking'
'I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby'
well,
hahaaa.
thats like the parts of each of the songs that i listened to which is kinda my fav parts.
dont worry i havent killed myself.... yet.
hahahaa.
love ya'll lahs.
im off.
bye sweeties.
p.s. i bold some of it cause like... the post has smth wrong. lol and its clearer to see.lol.
