Tuesday, October 24, 2006!
HandWritten on; 6:08 PM
there are days, every now and again, i pretend im ok.HELLO people.
lols.
ima like slacking at my god parents' house today.
huahahs.
oh marilyn, so sweet of you to check on me ytd night.
hahaha, ima just having moodswings lately.
i dont exactly know why though.
when i saw your msg at the com, it kinda stunned me till i stoned there for like 5 secs.
hahaa, cause you never exactly show direct concern till like that.
ima so touched.
hahaha. baby just in 1odays, we'll be in paradise.
xD
hmms, oh wells, now ima like chatting with nia.
haha. was chatting with faby, but let him play his game first.
&was on da phone with rat, but he sounded uberly busy. soooo, ill talk to him later. haha.
dont feel like going to school tomorrow sias.
if it wasnt for the report book and the performance.
i totally wouldnt go. lols.
gaahs, well at least can go out tomorrow. hahaa.
hais. SHIT. moodswing happened.
ok now i feel like crap. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs DAMMIT.
wtf is wrong with me.
im getting sick of all these moodswings.
these moodswings always happen when ima alone in a room thinking about stuff.
=/ well, it doesnt happen in fronta my frens. thnk god.
well, expect for my bad mood it does. LOL.
sigh.
times like these, i need a huge hug.
hahaha.
not sure it can help though.
oooo.*flashback*
hahah. suddenly thought of all the times my friends gave me the biggest hug cause i jus couldnt stop crying. lols.
thank god that period of time is over. *yawnn*
damm ima not looking forward for tomorrow. lols.
i have a huge stage fright. and i have to perform. \=
dammmit. i jus hope i dont do anything wrong tmr.
esp during the stupid prize giving ceremony.
damm how i wished school dont have those kinda stuff. hais.
i didnt even attend the rehearsal cause i was attending the CO rehearsal.
great. ima so gonna screw up tmrw.
fuck.
GAHS.
i
hate my life.
anw ill go now.
sian.
bye people.
is this an illusion,that i have in my heart.
