Wednesday, October 25, 2006!
HandWritten on; 6:56 PM
ill keep my distance, but i doubt ill ever let go.hello my babies.
today was a very stressing day.
since had to go up to stage and everything.
dammit, i thought darren and gracia was like the announcers for the prize giving, so i asked him to not say my first name.
in the end, the announcers were two ppl from 2e_ class which i .... ^*$#%@ hate la.
tmd. ONE of the announcers stepped on my foot today like totally on purpose. fck.
come ON lahs. ppl step, can feel the foot liao, wont step so HARD right. fck, you can jus like step on the WHOLE foot and say sorry.
dont blame me for giving you that stare alright. you shd know better.
arghs whatever. i should give you a little credit for pronouncing my name correctly.. but whatever. lols.
AND EN HUI AND KRISTI ARE MEAN PPL FOR LAUGHING AT ME. LOLphew but, the stress level was still alright lahs. lols.
the performance... not bad lahs. haha. well, thats what teacher said and my other friends said.
was VERY nervous but on stage ler.. after a while quite ok la. hahah.
PHHHHHEW. =)
hmmm, ms ho's speeched almost touched me to tears. hahaa.
shes so sweet lahs. i just cant bear her to leave.
hais.
so sad. =/
alrighty, after school, stayed back in school with kristi to watch the guys play soccer.
from like 11-2pm sia.
hahaha. oh well, we didnt mind since go home also nth to do.
if your wondering wheres nia and en, they went to orchard to buy chalet stuff. lol
too lazy to go with them first, cause i know they'll walk ALOT. hahaa.
hmm, after the match, it rained quite heavily.
talked to darren for a while.
and mich and his gang................................ GAHS. nvm. lols.
stupid mich... LOL.
and nicky and david and keef. LOL.. nvm lol.
gaaaaahs.
then after school went to orchard with safe to meet with nia and en.
lols. went to coffee club to slack and chat and drink and eat. LOL.
haiiii, kania and her constipated face again. hahaha.
after eating went back.
lols. which brings me to now.
ME JUST NOW = kinda happy, still can laugh joke and everything.
ME NOW= emo, sian, moooodddlesss.
lols. well, i should get used to it by now. hahaha.
sians. i wonder when this so called "depression" mode is gonna end.
cause i seriously hate me being like this. lols.
AHS WHATEVER.
chalet, ima so gonna scream at the beach.
i enjoy doing that sia. lols.
HAAH. this reminds me.
today it was raining.
then i asked en hui to hold my bag while i went to play in the rain.
lol safety was like; wah, singapore first time rain ya??
me; yaaa lor. singapore having drought what. LOL
we're full of crap.
muahahas.
now ima like catching up with
KIFFYlike damm long never catch up with him. GAHS i miss him. hahaha.
he's like my real blood brother. hahaha . understand me so WELL.
omg kiffy i love you la. hahaha.
yes i wna thank you for all the TIMES you've been there for me.
and i still cannot forget that you walked for 2hrs on my birthday jus to give me a surprise.
omg. i LOVE YOU LAAA. lol.
kiffy, thank you soooo much.=) i mean it.BAHS THAT WAS EMO. LOL.
oh well, ima emo person. hahahaha.
well then, gotta go.
cya ppl
loveeeeeeeee ya.
shd i stay;shd i turn away?