Thursday, August 24, 2006!
HandWritten on; 8:43 PM
this week has been a terrible one.
i dont know, but i feel extremely empty inside.
i've stopped playing maple for now.
studies. and me playing maple is getting on my dad's last nerves.
hais.
then i know, once i stop playing maple.
i stop talking to him.
i miss him so so much. hais.
not as if i can do anything about it.
hais. i dont think i'll ever love anyone so much again.
it hurts.
it really really does.
but just remember.
all i want for you.
is to be happy.
thats all i want for you. =c
well.. hais.
people think that im stupid.
but.. if you have heard before. ai de li liang shi hen da de.
haah.. hais what ever ler lahs.
i cant take the stress.
i really am about to break down and just cry non stop.
arghs.
maths maths maths.
i see my results and im like.
wtf? i really cannot take it ler lahs.
FUCK.
my heart is aching.
my brain is bursting.
my grades are like what the freak?
arghs
man. life really sucks at times.
but with my mum and dad and my dearly loved friends.
at least theres something to keep me alive everyday.
hais.
heartaches. its better not to have the feeling of love at such a young age. esp a girl like me.
na de qi, fang bu xia.
arghs damm me larhs. freak.
well, at least today's social etiquette class was VERY interesting.
our coach stephanie.
we actually thought it was gonna be boring. sian. all those.
in the end... when stephanie walked in..
WOAH. 3 letters..
H-O-T.
hot hot hot mans. lols. ok i aint a lesbo.
but she really is.
lols. MAN.
the guys were already DROOLING all over HER.
GOD. the scene was kinda chaotic. omg. lols.
mic they all. keep on hounding on her like hungry wolves. oh my god. lols.
but come on. they are so so SO way out of stephanie's league. hahaa.
when there was a part of a hand shaking part,
WEN LONG. my god. he also kissed her hand.
she FREAKED out a little. but we can see she was slightly scared of them larhs.
then mic made such a exaggerating hand gesture before shaking her hand.
haha.
then the best one.
BEN.
she shook his hand.
then when she wanted to walk away. ben wouldnt let go of her hands
LOL. we all laugh like crazy.
shes a really nice coach.
i wouldnt mind at ALL if shes our teacher sia.
lols. she can joke. make us feel awake.
and it was 4 hours of her coaching. and we werent sleepy.
haaah.
nice right? =)
well,
nothing more to say.
not much mood either.
hais.
needa study maths.
test tmr.
bye peeps.
